YEAY!

My ASK button finally works again!

And i can ASK people too!

I’m a happy woman!

Thanks to the help source!

Real Steel and cup corn! I’m a happy mommy! And my baby is happy too! :):)

Jealousy, assumptions, anger, hurt aside….
I think we actually make a great couple.

Ok, negative thoughts aside.
I promise to try to keep it that way.

I know, i love you too! Hehe. 

You still gonna stay?

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Nervous wreck.

He is gonna be away for a long time, for this trip.
At least 45 days, his company stated.

I’m scared. There’s so many things i’m not sure about… So many things i would have to discuss with him…

I only have him. It sucks to keep my pregnancy in the low… I’ve begin to get used to the fact that i can’t and won’t get the same kind of attention a normal pregnant woman could and would. But that is all okay….

Though right now… Over all these matters about opening up to my family and his about it, and doing it alone, i feel scared, nervous, anxious and just wishes to get it over and done with.

But i don’t wanna be selfish. I’m gonna be hurting alot of feelings of the people i love…
I’m really sorry this all has to happen at a very bad time..
But i didn’t plan for all of it to happen, and i’m very certain Allah has His plans for me…

I’m now stressing myself up that 2012 is really not a good year to get married, because so MANY other people are doing it. 
We actually have to book way in advance for our solemnization date, and i’m pretty afraid we can’t get the earliest date we want, as he is not here to register with me… And we can’t do it……

:(:(

I’m scared…… Scared out of my wits. I need my baby to be born with all the rights any other kids could have…. And i really wish to be with baby daddy all the time… Through my and his sickness and pain.

I’m taking a leap of faith. And i hope….. It will all go down as good as i think it would.
I’m not asking for a perfect life… Oh Allah, please grant me, my future-husband, and my kid, a life any good Muslims can make full use of.
Help us….
Help me, oh Allah… 

Made myself a Cookies & Cream cone, Eclipse on dvd, and total solitude at home. 

This is the story of MY saturday night. 
Well, at least i have Edward, Jacob and Bella to accompany me. Hehe.

Have a good weekend mates. :) 

Did u guys realise, my ASK BOX isn’t working??

I can’t even ASK people on their ASK BOX!!

I don’t know whyyyyyyyyyyyy.
It wasn’t like this before..

Apparently, it has something to do with my stupid Internet provider here in Singapore.
SUCKS LIKE BABYSHIT. 

I’m so bored.

It’s Saturday evening, and i’m sitting at home, gorging my face with food.
Wish my boyfriend was here with me… Or at least we would have been out on a date. :(

I give up.

Trying to customise my Tumblr theme. It’s damn frustrating, and it’s not even noon, i’m already having my nerves on edges.
:(

I really should just stop insisting everything to be perfect.
:(

I suck at html codings and css already.
I shouldn’t call myself an IT graduate anymore. Fuck this shit. 

Friday night, poof, gone!

We made a date tonight. To go shopping, settle my cravings for Seaweed Shaker Fries from MacD, and just quality time…

Then suddenly the really bad news came.

He is requested to leave tonight for his overseas job. :(
I wish i could slap myself.

But why should i?
:(

I miss my boyfriend… I haven’t spend enough time with him…
And this time, leaving me for a whole month over. God help us.
God help me and my baby.
God help to keep him safe during his work out there.

I miss you bubbs. But it’s ok. We’ll go for a movie date, and shop for your G-Star pants and my stretchable disgusting pants when you come back ok.
I love you dear.

Take care, see you soon. 

Can’t seem to sleep. Watching Juno now. I hope the movie soothe my nerves for a little while… :(

 

Let’s wish i could return back to that when Junior is out. Heheh.

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Late upload, but this was my junior at 14 weeks. :)
The GP had a hard time trying to take a picture, Junior was bumping around inside. Hehe. So cute….

I even got a chance to see Junior waved at me. That’s in the second photo.
I actually sob like a five-year-old, i swear i was so ugly. Hahaha.

Can’t express how happy i was. I really can’t wait to see Junior again. 

I hope you’re doing fine my love. May Allah bless you. 

HI JUNIOR!!

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Thank you Allah!

My boyfriend was suppose to go for an overseas job again today, only after being home for 4 days.  

But after reporting to work, he was told that the trip was to be postponed till Monday! YEAY!

I get 3 more days and the weekend with him too! :):)
I’m so happy today!
Hehe! So is my baby in tummy… :D
Have a good day people~